Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Thoughts

Yay! The holiday is finally here! Some of my plans for the holidays have been going as planned while others have been "interrupted". But I'm as happy as anyone could be.
I just returned from a 6-days trip to my good friend's hometown in Terengganu. Now, I finally understand how a person feels when he/she meets his/her partner's family for the first time! Haha...nerve-wrecking and awkward! Not that I was meeting my partner's parents, though that thought did cross our minds! *cheeky smile* Well, I'm sure if she had introduced me as her partner, her parents would gladly accept her 8-year relationship with her boyfriend! Hehe..or could they possibly accept me as her new partner? After all, my criteria are good! =P
No, people...I'm not a lesbian. I still don't understand why people thought I was one. It went to the extent that they confused me. You know, when almost everyone you know keeps telling you that the Earth is flat, you'd start to believe it too. Even two friends who are inclined towards people of the same gender were convinced that I had the same inclination. And one of them went around spreading that piece of news, I think. When I asked the other what made her think that I'm a lesbian, she said it was just her instinct. Which makes me wonder...hmmm...
If I had had the inclination towards girls, would my parents object if I begin a relationship with a girl like my good friend from Terengganu? After all, she possesses everything one would want in a future son/ daughter-in- law. =P (dun worry, girl, I'm not interested in you!) Haha..just a thought...surely, things can be so much worse than it is now, right? The situation now shouldn't even be considered bad, I think. Ok, so I know I defied the family's basic principles of dating, but it could be so much worse, couldn't it? Hmm...
I think it's something to ponder upon! Haha...
Til I can come up with a conclusion with my pondering, cheerios!